tomorrow's the day of my 2nd paper of AS german exam.
and still i am blogging here.
yeah....friends had started to abandoning me....
i feel so lonely....
i feel so meaningless in my life....
the one that i love started to distance me...
the hell...
just leave me alone.....
i wun mind being all alone....
i'm sick of trying to kiss your asses.
i'm sicked of getting disappointed.
no one will give a shit even i'm dead.
so what's the point of keep on living?
when you can't even enjoy your life...
living just to survive....
yeah...they say u'll find hope as long as you survive....
but for how long will the hope last?
how long, does a shining sunset last, when it is viewed along the lonely beach?
the night before the dawn, seems endless...
i waited the whole night, to find a slight trace of sunlight, hoping to find a bright prism striking throughout the dark and bulky clouds, clearing the dead, solitude night.
but it is endless.
i'm tired.
i wanna sleep.
it's ok even i miss the dawn.
it's not like it'll arrive anyway.
i'm tired of speaking great dreams.
telling each other that we should hold tight on our dreams.
i'm sick of the disappointing friendships.
how realistic they could be.
how envious, and how complicated could it be.
the atmosphere is so infectious, so deadly,
that a pure heart will be darken in less than the count of three.
that a strong heart will be break through just like the droplets of a water penetrating the hard cement.
and only bitches, jerks, fuckers and bastards could survive in this condition.
becuz this place is meant for people like that.
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