My new year resolution

1. Learn break dance.weee..

2. Master guitar

3. Save 4000 euro

4. Travel to Ireland.

5. Take on a part time job.

6. Be a more informed and organized person.

7. Be a better person, a better friend, like Yee Wen.

“The world is not the most pleasant place. Eventually your parents leave you and nobody is going to go out of their way to protect you unconditionally. You need to learn to stand up for yourself and what you believe and sometimes, pardon my language, kick some ass.” ~Queen Elizabeth II


This quote occurs to me today. I'm afraid. I'm afraid I can't become what it takes to protect the people i love. Am I dumb? sometimes,i felt strongly that I am only good at academic. Other than that, i'm good for nothing. I'm stupid, I do things stupidly, people view me as someone stupid. They judge and doubt me before i even get the chance to prove myself. I didn't even have the time to show them what i got. Maybe i got nothing. That's why they never accepted me. I just want to protect the people i love. That's all. I don't need to win everyone around me. I don't need to win the riches, earn more than them to prove that i am more successful than them. I just want my family and people i love to have a good time when be with me, and i can always solve their problems. i dunno how to man up.ohh how i wish i chud kick asses like queen elizabeth.2. So that I could be a guy someone can rely to. I really do.