膝盖上的伤很痛。
痛得真的真的很痛。。。
痛得有点受不了。。。
昨天在球场上摔下的一跤真的很痛。
痛得我差点站不起来了。
连同我的心也被摔了下来。
有点站不起来的感觉。
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
This is killing me
can't really find something interesting to do.things are getting quite dull these days.people are ignoring me as usual.trying to find something interesting to do but somehow nothing really keep the blaze burning. been kinda enjoying blog writing however these few days...giss i somehow still love words eh...
can't figure it out why,but sometimes i feel that i could express things better through words....somehow i just can't really get how people thinks and what people really expect from us.my human relationship somehow sucks.i listen, i hear, but somehow it doesn't works.i guess things just don't always work the way you always hoped to right?but somehow i love writing words...love expressing myself through words....words are amazing...you don't see the expression of the one who is writing it.you don't see clearly his emotions right now.one could be writing a happy sentence with a thousand tears dripping down his cheeks.you don't really know someone too well via words.you can only know, how is the person you know him,through words...
也许事情就是如此这般的吧。就算不用文字，而是面对面去认识了解一个人，你就能保证你能完全认识他吗？到最后，也许你对他而言，也只不过是个陌生人而已。又或是，你只是他一生人中的一名观众，他不会记得你，你也不重要，但他要求你留下来观赏他这一生所演出的戏，因为他需要人去欣赏他的优点，凸现出你的无能。对有些人而言，观众的数量很重要，因为他要求的是掌声，他要求他所演出的一切，都能获得最热烈的掌声，被粉丝们包围，这样最好。这种人，会希望自己到处都能留下痕迹。他以帮助栽培的名义，去认识各种人，接触各种人，为的就是吸引更多观众，观赏他那自导自演的好戏。这种人，到最后伤痕累累。
有些人，自导自演，差别在于，他不介意观众数量的多少。更仔细一点，是他根本就不鸟观众。重点是他演得对得起自己，演出结束就好了。他只想做自己喜欢做的事。他不理观众的眼光，也不理自己的所做所为是否正确，他只想藉由自己的演出来凸现出其他演员的逊度。他一生人，都在看不起其他人。就连他的观众他也看不起。一名属于他的观众，并不让他快乐。他希望那些不是他的观众，成为他的。但就在那些观众真的成了他的时候，他开始看不起这种会看得起他的观众。这种人咋看之下很有原则，其实只是粪便一团。因为他最大的原则，只是为他自己着想。这种人，别当他观众比较好。
有些人，注重观众的素质。他不介意自己观众的数量少，但他希望的是找到一名知音。他对观众要求很高，因为他的观众不是只是要观赏他的演出，他会希望观众和他有所互动，观众能捉到他的默契，形成一场活动的演出。他要求很高，但是当你达到他的要求，他会把一切最好的都献给你，而且每一场演出，你都会是处于嘉宾席。这种人，总是会吃一番苦，但会找到一个属于他的最好的观众。
有些人，想当个最好的观众，却永远都只是一个，花大钱也未必能入场的无能观众，甚至会被第二种演员利用当免费跑腿的废材。。。。。
je mehr ich geschrieben habe, desto trauriger fühle ich mich. ja klar, ich bin immer eine unbekannte Person. meine kleine Vorhandensein muss zum ihre Bekanntheit dienen. außerdem muss ich zu seinem eigenen Zweck dienen, zum Beispiel, ich muss immer dich zu irgendwo fahren, weil ich dein Freund bin.ich muss immer dich begleiten, weil ich dein Freund bin.ich muss dir bei allen helfen, WEIL ICH DEIN SCHEIßER FREUND BIN. ich SCHEIßE an dich!obwohl ich hilfsreich bin, will ich nicht wie ein Dummkopf sein, alles für dich tun.aber ich schaffe das nicht...es ist noch zu schwer für mich, eine Freundschaft zu verlassen...mein Herz tut mir jeden Tag weh. meine Träne fließt wie nie...aber niemand kann mich gut verstehen...sie sehen nur,was sie mit den Augen genau beobachten können, aber haben sie genau den Verletzt meines Herzen betrachtet? eigentlich hast du auch keinen Lust, auf mich zu bemerken. du bist immer die Wichtigste, und ich muss immer dein Zuschauer sein. ich gebe dir alles, was ich schaffen oder erreichen kann,aber was ich dahingegen bekommen habe?nichts!!ich bin immer doch dein dummes Kopf und das ist alles. ich verletzt, ich gelitten, ich durchgegangen, und wer sich dafür interessiert?ich bin ewig ein Zuschauer....ich werde vergessen,wie dieselben wie die anderen Zuschauer.....wenn ich doch nur ein Vögel wäre......
被遗忘的
the forgotten
der Vergessene
can't figure it out why,but sometimes i feel that i could express things better through words....somehow i just can't really get how people thinks and what people really expect from us.my human relationship somehow sucks.i listen, i hear, but somehow it doesn't works.i guess things just don't always work the way you always hoped to right?but somehow i love writing words...love expressing myself through words....words are amazing...you don't see the expression of the one who is writing it.you don't see clearly his emotions right now.one could be writing a happy sentence with a thousand tears dripping down his cheeks.you don't really know someone too well via words.you can only know, how is the person you know him,through words...
也许事情就是如此这般的吧。就算不用文字，而是面对面去认识了解一个人，你就能保证你能完全认识他吗？到最后，也许你对他而言，也只不过是个陌生人而已。又或是，你只是他一生人中的一名观众，他不会记得你，你也不重要，但他要求你留下来观赏他这一生所演出的戏，因为他需要人去欣赏他的优点，凸现出你的无能。对有些人而言，观众的数量很重要，因为他要求的是掌声，他要求他所演出的一切，都能获得最热烈的掌声，被粉丝们包围，这样最好。这种人，会希望自己到处都能留下痕迹。他以帮助栽培的名义，去认识各种人，接触各种人，为的就是吸引更多观众，观赏他那自导自演的好戏。这种人，到最后伤痕累累。
有些人，自导自演，差别在于，他不介意观众数量的多少。更仔细一点，是他根本就不鸟观众。重点是他演得对得起自己，演出结束就好了。他只想做自己喜欢做的事。他不理观众的眼光，也不理自己的所做所为是否正确，他只想藉由自己的演出来凸现出其他演员的逊度。他一生人，都在看不起其他人。就连他的观众他也看不起。一名属于他的观众，并不让他快乐。他希望那些不是他的观众，成为他的。但就在那些观众真的成了他的时候，他开始看不起这种会看得起他的观众。这种人咋看之下很有原则，其实只是粪便一团。因为他最大的原则，只是为他自己着想。这种人，别当他观众比较好。
有些人，注重观众的素质。他不介意自己观众的数量少，但他希望的是找到一名知音。他对观众要求很高，因为他的观众不是只是要观赏他的演出，他会希望观众和他有所互动，观众能捉到他的默契，形成一场活动的演出。他要求很高，但是当你达到他的要求，他会把一切最好的都献给你，而且每一场演出，你都会是处于嘉宾席。这种人，总是会吃一番苦，但会找到一个属于他的最好的观众。
有些人，想当个最好的观众，却永远都只是一个，花大钱也未必能入场的无能观众，甚至会被第二种演员利用当免费跑腿的废材。。。。。
je mehr ich geschrieben habe, desto trauriger fühle ich mich. ja klar, ich bin immer eine unbekannte Person. meine kleine Vorhandensein muss zum ihre Bekanntheit dienen. außerdem muss ich zu seinem eigenen Zweck dienen, zum Beispiel, ich muss immer dich zu irgendwo fahren, weil ich dein Freund bin.ich muss immer dich begleiten, weil ich dein Freund bin.ich muss dir bei allen helfen, WEIL ICH DEIN SCHEIßER FREUND BIN. ich SCHEIßE an dich!obwohl ich hilfsreich bin, will ich nicht wie ein Dummkopf sein, alles für dich tun.aber ich schaffe das nicht...es ist noch zu schwer für mich, eine Freundschaft zu verlassen...mein Herz tut mir jeden Tag weh. meine Träne fließt wie nie...aber niemand kann mich gut verstehen...sie sehen nur,was sie mit den Augen genau beobachten können, aber haben sie genau den Verletzt meines Herzen betrachtet? eigentlich hast du auch keinen Lust, auf mich zu bemerken. du bist immer die Wichtigste, und ich muss immer dein Zuschauer sein. ich gebe dir alles, was ich schaffen oder erreichen kann,aber was ich dahingegen bekommen habe?nichts!!ich bin immer doch dein dummes Kopf und das ist alles. ich verletzt, ich gelitten, ich durchgegangen, und wer sich dafür interessiert?ich bin ewig ein Zuschauer....ich werde vergessen,wie dieselben wie die anderen Zuschauer.....wenn ich doch nur ein Vögel wäre......
被遗忘的
the forgotten
der Vergessene
Thursday, October 21, 2010
es ist an der zeit
tomorrow's the day of my 2nd paper of AS german exam.
and still i am blogging here.
yeah....friends had started to abandoning me....
i feel so lonely....
i feel so meaningless in my life....
the one that i love started to distance me...
the hell...
just leave me alone.....
i wun mind being all alone....
i'm sick of trying to kiss your asses.
i'm sicked of getting disappointed.
no one will give a shit even i'm dead.
so what's the point of keep on living?
when you can't even enjoy your life...
living just to survive....
yeah...they say u'll find hope as long as you survive....
but for how long will the hope last?
how long, does a shining sunset last, when it is viewed along the lonely beach?
the night before the dawn, seems endless...
i waited the whole night, to find a slight trace of sunlight, hoping to find a bright prism striking throughout the dark and bulky clouds, clearing the dead, solitude night.
but it is endless.
i'm tired.
i wanna sleep.
it's ok even i miss the dawn.
it's not like it'll arrive anyway.
i'm tired of speaking great dreams.
telling each other that we should hold tight on our dreams.
i'm sick of the disappointing friendships.
how realistic they could be.
how envious, and how complicated could it be.
the atmosphere is so infectious, so deadly,
that a pure heart will be darken in less than the count of three.
that a strong heart will be break through just like the droplets of a water penetrating the hard cement.
and only bitches, jerks, fuckers and bastards could survive in this condition.
becuz this place is meant for people like that.
and still i am blogging here.
yeah....friends had started to abandoning me....
i feel so lonely....
i feel so meaningless in my life....
the one that i love started to distance me...
the hell...
just leave me alone.....
i wun mind being all alone....
i'm sick of trying to kiss your asses.
i'm sicked of getting disappointed.
no one will give a shit even i'm dead.
so what's the point of keep on living?
when you can't even enjoy your life...
living just to survive....
yeah...they say u'll find hope as long as you survive....
but for how long will the hope last?
how long, does a shining sunset last, when it is viewed along the lonely beach?
the night before the dawn, seems endless...
i waited the whole night, to find a slight trace of sunlight, hoping to find a bright prism striking throughout the dark and bulky clouds, clearing the dead, solitude night.
but it is endless.
i'm tired.
i wanna sleep.
it's ok even i miss the dawn.
it's not like it'll arrive anyway.
i'm tired of speaking great dreams.
telling each other that we should hold tight on our dreams.
i'm sick of the disappointing friendships.
how realistic they could be.
how envious, and how complicated could it be.
the atmosphere is so infectious, so deadly,
that a pure heart will be darken in less than the count of three.
that a strong heart will be break through just like the droplets of a water penetrating the hard cement.
and only bitches, jerks, fuckers and bastards could survive in this condition.
becuz this place is meant for people like that.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
where are you?
i searched through out everywhere...
every possible corners...
i contacted any possible relatives, hoping that i could find a trace of you
i asked the sugar factory
whether they kept something sweet and awesome, which looks like you
no,they shook their head.
i searched through every automobile manufacturer,
hoping i'll found someone sleeping inside a unser.
no....
i searched through mountains and hills.
i searched BERLIN, hoping to see traces of you...
no....wae.....
i searched through everywhere....hoping to see your face....
not perfect....but always shines.....
hoping to get rammed head on, shaking all unnecessary thoughts away
get punched like a real sand bag.
i jumped from block D into the sea of emotions
hoping to search you within the skies
and inside the deep sea floor.
with no success.
i fell..
so hard, that my skull break off
ahhh....
so there you are, deep inside my thoughts.
every possible corners...
i contacted any possible relatives, hoping that i could find a trace of you
i asked the sugar factory
whether they kept something sweet and awesome, which looks like you
no,they shook their head.
i searched through every automobile manufacturer,
hoping i'll found someone sleeping inside a unser.
no....
i searched through mountains and hills.
i searched BERLIN, hoping to see traces of you...
no....wae.....
i searched through everywhere....hoping to see your face....
not perfect....but always shines.....
hoping to get rammed head on, shaking all unnecessary thoughts away
get punched like a real sand bag.
i jumped from block D into the sea of emotions
hoping to search you within the skies
and inside the deep sea floor.
with no success.
i fell..
so hard, that my skull break off
ahhh....
so there you are, deep inside my thoughts.
nyahaha....i hope you seriously glamoured the difference in this post.
was being so proud....
nyahaha...
ya i know it's lame, it's a technique that you thought me.but seeing the icon being to blink again and again makes me feel so warm....
feel like having a cuddle and huggie right now....
it's blinking like there's no tomorrow.
being a patik for your highness majesty
such a success is indeed proud enough.
i wonder what's next....
was being so proud....
nyahaha...
ya i know it's lame, it's a technique that you thought me.but seeing the icon being to blink again and again makes me feel so warm....
feel like having a cuddle and huggie right now....
it's blinking like there's no tomorrow.
being a patik for your highness majesty
such a success is indeed proud enough.
i wonder what's next....
Monday, October 18, 2010
late night blogging
seeing you getting drained day by day.
is unbearable for me.
yeah...been abandoning my blog for a few days.
out of inspirations you see....
not being too ultra emo these days...
partly due to lame exams that stressed me out.
what the heck...
i'll be there for you,
each time you need me.
and would you be there for me?
whenever wherever, will you be right there waiting for me?
don't ask why,
don't tell me how,
don't know where i am,
don't have an idea when it is now,
don't know what's waitin for me there,
just grab my and walk down the streets.
i don't need to know why,
to be a friend of yours.
just get crazy and screw the whole world,
and we'll be BFF!
woohoooo!!!
is unbearable for me.
yeah...been abandoning my blog for a few days.
out of inspirations you see....
not being too ultra emo these days...
partly due to lame exams that stressed me out.
what the heck...
i'll be there for you,
each time you need me.
and would you be there for me?
whenever wherever, will you be right there waiting for me?
don't ask why,
don't tell me how,
don't know where i am,
don't have an idea when it is now,
don't know what's waitin for me there,
just grab my and walk down the streets.
i don't need to know why,
to be a friend of yours.
just get crazy and screw the whole world,
and we'll be BFF!
woohoooo!!!
Woooohooonism rules!!!
Thursday, October 14, 2010
道理1
忽然想说起一些道理。
其实也不是道理。
只是我生活的一些原则。
我不杯葛人。
也许这和我从小被杯葛惯了的关系吧。
我讨厌被冷落。
也讨厌被杯葛。
所以我不冷落任何人。
我更不会离开任何人。
才知道社会很多这种人。
因为唯有透过欺负比自己弱小的人，
人才能凸现出自己是王者。
幼稚又有点蠢的思想，
但这就是人类咯。。。
送你一首歌吧。
第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
却总能把冬天变成了春天
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
*chorus
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
拆穿我留些意怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密
*chorus
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
*.^
其实也不是道理。
只是我生活的一些原则。
我不杯葛人。
也许这和我从小被杯葛惯了的关系吧。
我讨厌被冷落。
也讨厌被杯葛。
所以我不冷落任何人。
我更不会离开任何人。
才知道社会很多这种人。
因为唯有透过欺负比自己弱小的人，
人才能凸现出自己是王者。
幼稚又有点蠢的思想，
但这就是人类咯。。。
送你一首歌吧。
第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
却总能把冬天变成了春天
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
*chorus
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
拆穿我留些意怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密
*chorus
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
*.^
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
It's a quarter after one,
I'm all alone and i need you now....
say i wouldn't comfort
i lost all control and i need you now...
and i don't know how
i can do without,
i just need you now..................................................
But i guess it's 3 am so that's why no ppl is awake at this time
==...........................
It's a quarter after 3,
i'm all alone and i need you now.....
I'm all alone and i need you now....
say i wouldn't comfort
i lost all control and i need you now...
and i don't know how
i can do without,
i just need you now..................................................
But i guess it's 3 am so that's why no ppl is awake at this time
==...........................
It's a quarter after 3,
i'm all alone and i need you now.....
missing
class blogging 2
lol....just finished my presentation.
haha....
kamil is explaining how skyscrapers are developed.
lol....................
david is peeeeeeeeeeking again....
my dear neighbour david,
you taught me how magnificent sup sayur taste.
that's why i trusted you, and wouldn't mind letting you peek into my blog.
speaking about peeking, i won't peek into your blog dy.
i'll browse through it glamorously
as though it was my own blog.
the emo-ness
the vulgar words.
nyahaha
it's kinda relieve that i settled my english proposal, done my presentation.
now i can kick off and really focus on german.
but what the heck.
i still got my chemistry test tomorrow.
screw chemistry, knowing the fact that we have the holy AS german, still give us test anyway
but at least i done the mock test for the oral of AS german.
waiting for the day arrived.
where every exams come together and i gone mad
yeah
YEEEAAAHHHH!!!!!
emo-ness 100%
*gratitudes towards you for the sugar
haha....
kamil is explaining how skyscrapers are developed.
lol....................
david is peeeeeeeeeeking again....
my dear neighbour david,
you taught me how magnificent sup sayur taste.
that's why i trusted you, and wouldn't mind letting you peek into my blog.
speaking about peeking, i won't peek into your blog dy.
i'll browse through it glamorously
as though it was my own blog.
the emo-ness
the vulgar words.
nyahaha
it's kinda relieve that i settled my english proposal, done my presentation.
now i can kick off and really focus on german.
but what the heck.
i still got my chemistry test tomorrow.
screw chemistry, knowing the fact that we have the holy AS german, still give us test anyway
but at least i done the mock test for the oral of AS german.
waiting for the day arrived.
where every exams come together and i gone mad
yeah
YEEEAAAHHHH!!!!!
emo-ness 100%
*gratitudes towards you for the sugar
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
What the heck
what the heck.....
so not in study mode...although tomorrow will be my mock test
shit the shell.
can't think of other thing which could really relieve this situation.
so instead start blogging.
heilige Scheisse. ich sollte mich auf meine Vorpruefung am morgen vorbereiten.
aber jetzt habe ich kein lust, deutsch zu lernen
was konnte ich bei Langweile machen?
die Pruefung klingt schoen, ist aber schwer zu bestehen....
argh....what the heck...
so not in study mode...although tomorrow will be my mock test
shit the shell.
can't think of other thing which could really relieve this situation.
so instead start blogging.
heilige Scheisse. ich sollte mich auf meine Vorpruefung am morgen vorbereiten.
aber jetzt habe ich kein lust, deutsch zu lernen
was konnte ich bei Langweile machen?
die Pruefung klingt schoen, ist aber schwer zu bestehen....
argh....what the heck...
所以。珍惜
珍惜，有时不是这么容易体会。
因为总是要等到真的失去了，
才懂得珍惜。
关于珍惜这件事，
在之前的几次部落格中都提过不少次了。
那时感触较为深厚。
时间久了，这种感触也逐渐被淡忘掉。
一切的感触，都只是雨过烟云。
当时的后悔，在现在来看显得特别模糊。。
但是人总是来来往往。
说真的，我想留住每一个。
留住我生命中每一个对我有特别意义的人
但是没有人会留下来。
至始至终，都不会有人留。
想留住所有人，到头来，
所有人都不留。
才发现到，原来珍惜很重要。
珍惜至少让你不后悔，你失去了这个人。
但付出了珍惜，却还失去，不免让人痛心。
害怕受到伤害，所以不付出真心？
太没胆了。
至少不是一个年轻人该有的态度。
感情真奇妙，
可以来得很快，去得很快。
也可以培养出来，
可以永远忘不了，
也会随着时间慢慢淡忘。
不管对待感情的态度如何，
我不强求。
也不抱期望。
因为有时，它只是暂时性的。
但我渴望，天长地久。
不是开玩笑的。
虽然没想过自己会说这种
懒叫话。
因为总是要等到真的失去了，
才懂得珍惜。
关于珍惜这件事，
在之前的几次部落格中都提过不少次了。
那时感触较为深厚。
时间久了，这种感触也逐渐被淡忘掉。
一切的感触，都只是雨过烟云。
当时的后悔，在现在来看显得特别模糊。。
但是人总是来来往往。
说真的，我想留住每一个。
留住我生命中每一个对我有特别意义的人
但是没有人会留下来。
至始至终，都不会有人留。
想留住所有人，到头来，
所有人都不留。
才发现到，原来珍惜很重要。
珍惜至少让你不后悔，你失去了这个人。
但付出了珍惜，却还失去，不免让人痛心。
害怕受到伤害，所以不付出真心？
太没胆了。
至少不是一个年轻人该有的态度。
感情真奇妙，
可以来得很快，去得很快。
也可以培养出来，
可以永远忘不了，
也会随着时间慢慢淡忘。
不管对待感情的态度如何，
我不强求。
也不抱期望。
因为有时，它只是暂时性的。
但我渴望，天长地久。
不是开玩笑的。
虽然没想过自己会说这种
懒叫话。
der Geschlagene
Monday, October 11, 2010
Secret recipe
100% sweetness for today.
pouring a whole bag of sugar into my mouth is 100% sweetness
scoring your vor-prüfung today for you is more than 100% sweetness..
printing everything out without getting disrupted is 100% awesomeness
getting the idea of stealing sugar from secret recipe is unlimited free sweetness
wani telling you that i slept in class like a piggy is 100% truthfulness
the late blog entry is 100% mian haeyo!!(yeah!)
no mood to study is 100% normal
and my broadband's speed is 100% sucks!
the waited one
pouring a whole bag of sugar into my mouth is 100% sweetness
scoring your vor-prüfung today for you is more than 100% sweetness..
printing everything out without getting disrupted is 100% awesomeness
getting the idea of stealing sugar from secret recipe is unlimited free sweetness
wani telling you that i slept in class like a piggy is 100% truthfulness
the late blog entry is 100% mian haeyo!!(yeah!)
no mood to study is 100% normal
and my broadband's speed is 100% sucks!
the waited one
drowsy dizzy sleepy
it's a lousy super sleepy day....
never been so tired before....
wondered what the fuck is going on...
drowsy dizzy sleepy...
eyes can't stay opened.
head weigh like a hundred ton
it's more like you get bashed by someone real hard,
but then without the bruises...
my eyes sore till it's like gonna bleed
and my mood is super lousy...
but still blog anyway.=P
p/s:thanks for the paper btw^^
never been so tired before....
wondered what the fuck is going on...
drowsy dizzy sleepy...
eyes can't stay opened.
head weigh like a hundred ton
it's more like you get bashed by someone real hard,
but then without the bruises...
my eyes sore till it's like gonna bleed
and my mood is super lousy...
but still blog anyway.=P
p/s:thanks for the paper btw^^
Friday, October 8, 2010
pathetic.can i have a hug?
yeah right...jealousy is good for health....
but it is tiring as well...
可以被拥抱吗？
我没有相象空间。
我希望能得到最好的拥抱。
有点累。
you gave me the strength at least.
i need something for my mind...
a sugar i think...
doesn't need salt right now..
but it is tiring as well...
可以被拥抱吗？
我没有相象空间。
我希望能得到最好的拥抱。
有点累。
you gave me the strength at least.
i need something for my mind...
a sugar i think...
doesn't need salt right now..
Fuck the fucking bus!
I swear i am so gonna break the windscreen of Intec's bus one day.
SCREW THEM TO HELL!
FCUK!
damn them!
laziness!unpunctual!LIARS!!fucking perverts!
SCREW THEM TO HELL!
FCUK!
damn them!
laziness!unpunctual!LIARS!!fucking perverts!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
influenced by YOU
yahahaha!use english blogging
is just sooooo strange for me...
with such limited vocabulary,
and the troublesome grammer,
and the repeatition of the retype process,
and i am sure that i'd done various spelling mistakes by now.
i'll try to write a agreeable, comprehensive and presentable blog entry which the others could understand
That YOU could understand,appa.
saranghaeyo appa.
you'll never know,
that i had a secret towards you too
is just sooooo strange for me...
with such limited vocabulary,
and the troublesome grammer,
and the repeatition of the retype process,
and i am sure that i'd done various spelling mistakes by now.
i'll try to write a agreeable, comprehensive and presentable blog entry which the others could understand
That YOU could understand,appa.
saranghaeyo appa.
you'll never know,
that i had a secret towards you too
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
class blogging
It feels perfectly great too blog in class,especially when the teacher is blabbering and mummering, telling us what to do and how should we complete our task.
damn david is peeking in my blog, but it's ok.i perfectly allowed that too happen.
funny thing is, he said he wanted to tell puan masturah what i am doing right now....
this is pathetic.
i think she is talking something about presentation right nawww.
It's something about phrases for introduction, and how to greet our guests
so i guess i'll start this post with a more elegant manner,
i'll start like this.
Let's get down to business!
Do we listen to ourselves when we speak?
Pay attention to our voice
David: Good Morning, i am Student SSS
Now that's how you train yourself for a good pronunciation
Tan: I am very pleased and proud to introduce...
I've been asked to give you an overview of Team Energy
Don't have that!Speak without accent!
No!!no LIMITS!!!!SAY NO TO LIMITSS!!!YEAHHHH
we must always make sure that our audience can understand what we are saying.
It should be precise, concise, comprehend and clear.
Use Humour
be comfortable with ourselves
being witty!
funny but not stupid!
David: how about moonwalk?
NeVer Never read from a script~
damn david is peeking in my blog, but it's ok.i perfectly allowed that too happen.
funny thing is, he said he wanted to tell puan masturah what i am doing right now....
this is pathetic.
i think she is talking something about presentation right nawww.
It's something about phrases for introduction, and how to greet our guests
so i guess i'll start this post with a more elegant manner,
i'll start like this.
Let's get down to business!
Do we listen to ourselves when we speak?
Pay attention to our voice
David: Good Morning, i am Student SSS
Now that's how you train yourself for a good pronunciation
Tan: I am very pleased and proud to introduce...
I've been asked to give you an overview of Team Energy
Don't have that!Speak without accent!
No!!no LIMITS!!!!SAY NO TO LIMITSS!!!YEAHHHH
we must always make sure that our audience can understand what we are saying.
It should be precise, concise, comprehend and clear.
Use Humour
be comfortable with ourselves
being witty!
funny but not stupid!
David: how about moonwalk?
NeVer Never read from a script~
hahahahahahahahahahaha
哈哈哈哈哈！！！！
天啊！！
这世界原来可以这样，
没有规矩！！
快崩溃。
但是我会站起来的。
如果连这点怪事都承受不了？
如何实现理想？
在痛苦都学会站着。
我会站着的
就算被珍惜的人唾弃也要站着。
我会成长。。我也要成长。
德语老师今天说了句蛮有意义的话。
umso mehr ich weiss, umso mehr weiss ich, dass ich nicht weiss
意思是你知道得越多，你就会说得越少。
我认为，当有一天我什么都知道了，
我会自杀。
我真的开始少话了。
不是因为知道得多。
而是因为失望。。。。
天啊！！
这世界原来可以这样，
没有规矩！！
快崩溃。
但是我会站起来的。
如果连这点怪事都承受不了？
如何实现理想？
在痛苦都学会站着。
我会站着的
就算被珍惜的人唾弃也要站着。
我会成长。。我也要成长。
德语老师今天说了句蛮有意义的话。
umso mehr ich weiss, umso mehr weiss ich, dass ich nicht weiss
意思是你知道得越多，你就会说得越少。
我认为，当有一天我什么都知道了，
我会自杀。
我真的开始少话了。
不是因为知道得多。
而是因为失望。。。。
有些人值得我去珍惜
凭什么要我们在机场送你去外国？
这句话真是让我辗转难眠。
虽然这句话害我一整天被荒废了。
我开始认真的思考，
原来我一直都在想办法去取悦一些不珍惜我的人。
越是唾弃我，我就越是要博取他开心。
这实在是有点贱。
可是近来渐渐发现到，其实蛮多人都是这样的
越是难于接近，就越要接近。
反而慢慢忽略了珍惜自己的人。
最近发现到，
下心思去博取珍惜你的人开心，
效果双倍！！
真是天大的发现！
虽然有时会失望，
但是取悦他们更有满足感
过取悦其他不珍惜你的人。
想了好久，一直想不通。
为什么会一直在意一些不珍惜自己的人？
怎样都好，
有些人，值得我花心思
准备生日，学吉他，
就为了让她今年开心点。
有些人珍惜我到一种程度，
我只是寄个信息祝他生日快乐，
她就已经满足和开心了
别想歪，那是我二姐，
她生日刚过。还欠她一餐。
今天的呐喊就告一段落吧。
还有考试呢。咳咳
这句话真是让我辗转难眠。
虽然这句话害我一整天被荒废了。
我开始认真的思考，
原来我一直都在想办法去取悦一些不珍惜我的人。
越是唾弃我，我就越是要博取他开心。
这实在是有点贱。
可是近来渐渐发现到，其实蛮多人都是这样的
越是难于接近，就越要接近。
反而慢慢忽略了珍惜自己的人。
最近发现到，
下心思去博取珍惜你的人开心，
效果双倍！！
真是天大的发现！
虽然有时会失望，
但是取悦他们更有满足感
过取悦其他不珍惜你的人。
想了好久，一直想不通。
为什么会一直在意一些不珍惜自己的人？
怎样都好，
有些人，值得我花心思
准备生日，学吉他，
就为了让她今年开心点。
有些人珍惜我到一种程度，
我只是寄个信息祝他生日快乐，
她就已经满足和开心了
别想歪，那是我二姐，
她生日刚过。还欠她一餐。
今天的呐喊就告一段落吧。
还有考试呢。咳咳
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