生日快乐

不知不觉地，都到了你的生日。
原来不知不觉，也过了那么久啦。。

想对你说声生日快乐，但是你也说了要一刀两断了啦，
祝贺也变得没意义了吧。。

不懂你过得好不好，
不过如果你看到现在的我，应该会笑我吧。
呵呵。。

毕竟，我撇下了你，爱上一个，我以为我很爱的人。
我现在想想，我还是比较适合你。
我还是比较适合一个能和我在一起到永远的人。。
我感激她在这个时候抛下我。
因为就算她现在不撇下我，
终有一天她也会这样对待我的。
至少现在，我有本钱被伤害。

呵。。

现在也不懂你在干吗。。
也不懂你过得好不好。。

怎样都好。。

生日快乐。
:-)

To make you feel my love

Love is like drug. Occasional dosage is makes you happy and makes life much more fun.
Too much however, is unhealthy, thus not encouraged.

I just want someone to feel my love.
I love my life now.
Being single isn't that bad.
Being lonely isn't a good feeling.
But I learn more when I'm single.
and I can do whatever I want.

I wouldn't mind keeping my life in such way onwards.

Eine Pause por favor?

I've committed everything to you..
I helped you to put up that one last show..
to spare you from all the agony,
let alone me myself to take all the burden.
I gave you everything,
and I lost everything.
Like a loose kite,
I fly around and around,
without a clear goal.

I gave up all the strength that's left on me,
I sweat, I bled, I broke a leg,
I put on the one last show,
between you and me
I pushed myself to the limit, to the point where I never reached
I concentrated, like a panther aiming for its dinner
I gave everything I got for this one last show,
and I step down, like a gentleman
Now my time is over, but the urge to get back to the stage is still there.
Don't be foolish, cause there's no stage for a hidden plank.
Yes there's a bench, a cold bench for the one who worked.
Nothing more, nothing less.
There am I, panting, exhausted.
and there am I, not being able to lift another finger.

If I could rest right now..