意气风发！

看着朋友们在外国的照片，心里有说不完的憧憬。

距离梦想的日子，既遥远却又接近。

教室里那忙碌的节奏，

单调的语调，

那晕头转向的日子，

那睡不够的日子。

随着时间，开始接近尾声了。

取而代之的是各自为政的沉默。

可以很忙碌，

也可以很轻松。

可以很压力，

也可以很放纵。

反正不管你用什么态度去面对这一切，

这一切将会结束。

不管你愿不愿意，

一切都会接近尾声。

曲终人散，

留下的，

是谁呢？没有人。

大家都只是各自生命里的过客。

要说留下的，就只有永不褪色的

回忆先生。

但是有谁会珍惜这些回忆呢？

我不懂。。

刚来这里时，我真的很讨厌这里的生活。

这里真的没有大学生应有的生活。

而周围的人，根本就没有一个称得上是朋友。

我很寂寞。。那时真的很寂寞。。

总觉得世界都在跨了下来。。

笑话没人明白。

想法没人明白。

还总是被一些讨人厌的家伙搞砸心情。

好在，还是遇到了，同调的朋友。

至少这里有霸道的仁汉，

有好玩（这里的好玩，意指娱乐价值很高，像玩具般好玩。）的david，

有骄傲的vincent，

有烦人的力豪，

有沉默但是有男朋友的慧佳，

有好玩的彦，

有壮的soo，

有基的khang sheng,

有打dota的鸿健，

还有，有代沟的yiao...

谁说我撑不下来

我还是撑下来了

而且，还获得了更多。

庆幸，我来到了这里。

否则我也不会遇见你们了。

时间慢慢流逝。。

得到的，却也不少。=)

numb

tired....

and numb....

i guess all those works are bugging me too much.

sometimes.

being mean is the best thing for the others.

even it sounds strange.

bread.

It feels so good...

my hand kneading the dough...

the flour and the water..

how amazing, and yet how accurate one should be..

with the correct proportions of ingredients, you could make something incredible.

yet with a slight mistake of the ingredients,

things would started to collapse..

i never felt myself so full, so filled with energy, when i started to knead a dough.

i suddenly realized that that's what passion are for.

to fill u with unlimited energy.with infinity energy.

so that i would never feel tired of doing it.

so that i would hop on and started my work as soon as an order come.

i love baking.

i love bread.

that's what i really realized today.

that it is my dream.

i loved it...till the end of my life.

laugh all you can.

cause it is something u'll never understand.

make fun of me,

mock me.

next time, i wun give a shit to it.

cuz u'll never understand.

you tot of money,

tot of career

i thought of what would make me keep on going for my life.

you got your well taken-cared life

i got my screwed up life to mend.

stop commenting my life,

cuz ur's isn't much better

owning a car,

doesn't gives you the power to continue living.

who lived the longest,

who managed to hold and laugh till the last,

is always the true winner.

screw u,not me

Love

I grasp u hard..
Not letting you go.
Wish you could read my mind right now.
and feel my heartbeat
maybe you won't know how i felt...
I wish you feel how i felt.
Hold me tight.
it's not like i could see you every night..

What is past is past.
Memories are meant to be cherished
i felt guilty
It's not an easy choice.
but it's worst if i hadn't made this choice.

Walk forward...
there's not much left in the past
living in the past kills
there are much awaiting me in front
why still clinging on something that is so vague and illusive?

yeah,past is awesome.
but hey,the future shines too.
and somehow...it shines better than the past.
what is shining in the past,started to dim..
and there's no point looking back.
Past are memories.
cherish it,that's all.nothing more should be done.

我

一个抉择

三岔路口,你选择了哪一条?
明知道危险,为何选择走下去?
是因为,那条路,比较舒服吧?
没有日晒雨淋,它带给你的是短暂的舒服.
你知道过了这条路,等着你的是一片黑暗.
无穷无尽的黑暗.
也许你会坠落,也许你会堕落.
就算回头,也是一段漫长又辛苦的道路.
但是它最舒服

另一条,也许简单些,
也许等着你的是一片光明,
或者又是无穷无尽的黑暗.
这片道路,你一无所知.
可以肯定的是,你必须舍弃你那双鞋.
那双,伴随着你好一段时间,一直默默为你付出,
任你践踏,也丝毫不埋怨的那双鞋.
可能今后会自由些吧.
这也是好处之一.

最后一条,
最迷茫.
我知道这条是最漫长的
也是最辛苦的一条.
等着我的，我毫无头绪。
而且是最茫然的。
我不懂会不会白走一趟。
我不懂这条路，走了下去，有没有结果。
也许鞋子会坏吧。
也许又是黑暗。
也许，会堕落吧，
前方是一片迷雾。
神秘的色彩，
不稳定。
但我知道一点。

我选择了.....

bad mouthing...ahem

haha...stopped blogging quite a while....not clear with the reasons...until NOW
there was this friend of mine.he was my roomie, let's say he is A, and i was fine with him
but not until he started to blogging too...and in a quite frequent frequency i can say.XD
i know the real reason that he started blogging.
he wanted to HOOK up with my other friend,which is also my roomie.let's say B
cuz B writes blog and loves blog alot,he wanted to be sort of the best friend of B.
so he started to do watever B likes,in order to impress him and having common interest with B
kinda like a Kiss Ass huh?
but.....i don't think it really worked though...XD
well...just feeling kinda fun though..
people do things a lot for a reason.
we blog for a lot of reasons.
some people likes to share their special moment with everyone.
some people likes to share trivial things with others
some people blogs about their love life
some people blogs because it's a trend.
some people blogs to kiss some other people's ass.....( xD hehe)
some people blogs to express feelings
some people blogs....because sometimes,people don't listen to wat u say,n u just gonna find some place to shout it out
some people blogs,to manipulate the others
some people blogs, to show how cool they are


there are a thousand reasons to blog.
there are a million reasons for every actions

living is hard.fight for it.

life blogger