Love

I grasp u hard..
Not letting you go.
Wish you could read my mind right now.
and feel my heartbeat
maybe you won't know how i felt...
I wish you feel how i felt.
Hold me tight.
it's not like i could see you every night..

What is past is past.
Memories are meant to be cherished
i felt guilty
It's not an easy choice.
but it's worst if i hadn't made this choice.

Walk forward...
there's not much left in the past
living in the past kills
there are much awaiting me in front
why still clinging on something that is so vague and illusive?

yeah,past is awesome.
but hey,the future shines too.
and somehow...it shines better than the past.
what is shining in the past,started to dim..
and there's no point looking back.
Past are memories.
cherish it,that's all.nothing more should be done.

我

一个抉择

三岔路口,你选择了哪一条?
明知道危险,为何选择走下去?
是因为,那条路,比较舒服吧?
没有日晒雨淋,它带给你的是短暂的舒服.
你知道过了这条路,等着你的是一片黑暗.
无穷无尽的黑暗.
也许你会坠落,也许你会堕落.
就算回头,也是一段漫长又辛苦的道路.
但是它最舒服

另一条,也许简单些,
也许等着你的是一片光明,
或者又是无穷无尽的黑暗.
这片道路,你一无所知.
可以肯定的是,你必须舍弃你那双鞋.
那双,伴随着你好一段时间,一直默默为你付出,
任你践踏,也丝毫不埋怨的那双鞋.
可能今后会自由些吧.
这也是好处之一.

最后一条,
最迷茫.
我知道这条是最漫长的
也是最辛苦的一条.
等着我的，我毫无头绪。
而且是最茫然的。
我不懂会不会白走一趟。
我不懂这条路，走了下去，有没有结果。
也许鞋子会坏吧。
也许又是黑暗。
也许，会堕落吧，
前方是一片迷雾。
神秘的色彩，
不稳定。
但我知道一点。

我选择了.....

bad mouthing...ahem

haha...stopped blogging quite a while....not clear with the reasons...until NOW
there was this friend of mine.he was my roomie, let's say he is A, and i was fine with him
but not until he started to blogging too...and in a quite frequent frequency i can say.XD
i know the real reason that he started blogging.
he wanted to HOOK up with my other friend,which is also my roomie.let's say B
cuz B writes blog and loves blog alot,he wanted to be sort of the best friend of B.
so he started to do watever B likes,in order to impress him and having common interest with B
kinda like a Kiss Ass huh?
but.....i don't think it really worked though...XD
well...just feeling kinda fun though..
people do things a lot for a reason.
we blog for a lot of reasons.
some people likes to share their special moment with everyone.
some people likes to share trivial things with others
some people blogs about their love life
some people blogs because it's a trend.
some people blogs to kiss some other people's ass.....( xD hehe)
some people blogs to express feelings
some people blogs....because sometimes,people don't listen to wat u say,n u just gonna find some place to shout it out
some people blogs,to manipulate the others
some people blogs, to show how cool they are


there are a thousand reasons to blog.
there are a million reasons for every actions

living is hard.fight for it.

life blogger

yeah right

yeah right...nevermind...
i do hope i could always say"nevermind",which i actually really doesn't mind
i just got fed up of always getting to say nevermind.
while i must,people usually doesn't appreciate it.
and every nevermind behind lies bunch of unhappiness and unwillingness..
nevermind..which actually does mind.
nevermind is such a contradicting word
u dun say nevermind becuz u really doesn't mind
u wun say nevermind when you really doesn't mind
the hell....
aaww...

nevermind...just me crapping again;...yea...rite..

geek

there's no way i'm gonna be a geek.but yeah now i'm so addicted with the drama series how i met your mother, i even started to search for pictures which are just so geek.
no!there's no way i'm a geek!
i wanna be a cool real womanizer.
so that's why i must first start by searching the national treasure of mine aka my abs which had been so long lost.....

=(

yeah.i'm cool.glad that everythings goes well.started to think things positively.and i love it goes this way.....
yeah,so he n he started to get along well.well,things show to be nice right?
i'm cool.and i started to feel quite happy and unmoody dy...
but still......

i miss you my raccoon mei yunn.....=(